tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-320561572024-03-07T12:02:12.036+08:00Celestial Star让我这样,倔强的绽放,一瞬间。Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.comBlogger741125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-47585581487615312752015-12-04T04:57:00.001+08:002015-12-04T04:57:45.017+08:00天知道的雪中送炭的人永遠不會多,多的是等着吃爆米花邊看戲的人。<script type="text/javascript">
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我不是聖人,也會有犯錯的時候。但我還有僅有的良心和堅持,明白什麼該做什麼不該。被誤解的確不好受,我將一切一併吞下,因為我知道,不管我再多的解釋,對你們而言也只是藉口。</div>
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全職媽媽不容易,個中苦澀說多了也只會讓人覺得妳只知抱怨,不懂感恩。我堅信,老天會有眼,祂會看見我做的一切,天空很大,祂也定會包容我所有委屈。世界是圓的,某種形式的付出定會有某種方式的回報,是輪迴也是報應,是因果也是教訓。</div>
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多行不義必自斃。</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-54275165829766620512015-11-04T13:30:00.000+08:002015-11-04T13:30:22.833+08:00何苦討好不愛妳的人,<div>
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不必刻意討好,</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-34259502956377202972015-10-27T16:52:00.001+08:002015-10-27T16:52:11.980+08:00悟繞了一大圈才發現,<div>
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不愛了,</div>
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連呼吸都是錯的。</div>
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现在看回去,</div>
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痛得说不出话。</div>
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而今却落得这样讽刺的交集</div>
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我們的夫妻情份,</div>
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倘若有欠你的,</div>
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下輩子再還你。</div>
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妳要加油,知道嗎?</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-7112519736420228212015-09-26T19:07:00.006+08:002015-09-26T19:07:54.653+08:00相信<span style="color: #454545; font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">我相信因果,</span><div>
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總有一天。</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-60849241773235881932014-10-22T21:27:00.000+08:002014-10-22T21:27:26.145+08:00親愛的阿福,終於見面了!13/10/2014<script type="text/javascript">
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星期一的早晨,準備載哥哥去上學的當兒,開始覺得肚子疼。沒有想太多,可是這疼和普通的不一樣,近乎每15分鐘抽痛一次。媽媽忍著痛,載了哥哥上學後趕緊回家,心裡就有種預感,你快出來了。禮拜一原本安排好的行程全都打亂,連忙把家務做好,咬緊牙根忍著那每10分鐘便疼一次的contraction。</div>
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你長得很像哥哥出世時候的樣子。嘴巴和鼻子都像爸爸。你出世也已經第九天了,每每看見你的笑容,都能夠融化媽媽的心。在媽媽的生命裡,你和哥哥的出現是上天賜給媽媽的禮物,都讓媽媽有機會成長和學習。對你和哥哥,媽媽有無法言語的愛。真切的希望你們兩個能相親相愛,相互扶持,健康快樂的成長。</div>
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你要知道,媽媽愛你,像愛哥哥一樣,永遠愛你。</div>
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還是不停的申訴肚子痛,根本無法入睡,說要去找醫生。爸爸明早還要搭早班飛機飛古晉,在不打擾他的情況下,媽媽我唯有抱著他上車去兜風,希望他比較容易入眠。</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-60763615951928222442014-09-14T06:00:00.003+08:002014-09-14T06:00:48.565+08:00幸福那么难宝贝,妈妈这一胎对你愧疚,因为很多时候,妈妈的心情会纠结,难过,不好受,还有失眠。<script type="text/javascript">
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-86325699827508007652014-08-08T01:02:00.003+08:002014-08-08T01:03:49.668+08:00久違了<div>
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报告出来了,谢天谢地,宝贝。你知道这期间妈妈有多煎熬,多忐忑吗?谢谢老天的眷顾,妈妈真的很开心。摸着肚子,可以微微触动着你,我知道你也和妈妈一样,一样的开心。</div>
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不知道是不是荷尔蒙在作祟。妈妈变得容易敏感,容易情绪低落,容易胡思乱想。你知道妈妈有多讨厌这样的自己吗?</div>
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你在妈妈肚子里过得好吗?</div>
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不管是你,还是哥哥,在妈妈肚子里时都要让妈妈哭,让妈妈担心。可是换个方式去想,原来是老天在考验着我们是否有足够的勇气去面对现在和未来的一切。我知道你会是个坚强勇敢的孩子,和哥哥一样。你一定要记得,妈妈陪你,一直都会。</div>
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人生从来就不会有一帆风顺的便宜事。纵然遇到挫折会难过,会沮丧,深呼吸,抬起头,笑一个,再继续往前走。我期待未来那个不畏惧困难勇往直前的你,我的阿福。妈妈爱你。</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-33073403339980715542014-04-14T04:49:00.002+08:002014-04-14T04:49:32.609+08:00你是上天赐给妈妈的第二份礼物亲爱的阿福,<br />
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在还未经过你的同意之前,爸爸已经决定这样叫你了,希望将来的你不会介意。妈妈醒在凌晨的4点,伤风咳嗽塞着妈妈的鼻子几乎不能呼吸,所以起来给你写写几个字。就像从前给你哥哥阿旺写几个字那样,想记录下来这3个多月来的故事。<br />
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有了哥哥阿旺之后,妈妈荒芜了这个地方很久了。这里记录了从妈妈单身,到遇见爸爸,再后来有了哥哥,现在有了你,妈妈感觉人生的完整。虽然现在已经很少有时间经营这里,但偶尔妈妈还是会很想念这里的一切。有一天当你长大了以后,你能有机会知道妈妈的过去。虽然不是人生的全部,但那些故事,让妈妈一步一脚印的成长。<br />
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3个多月了,也吐了3个多月了。之前怀哥哥的时候都没有吐得那么厉害,你很皮呢!乖,别再让妈妈吐得那么辛苦了,好吗?这吐的感觉无时无刻都有,无论是饱着还是饿着,妈妈真是一点心理准备都没有。<br />
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相信当你出来了以后,妈妈的生活就会变得更加忙碌。这个不打紧,最重要的是看见你和哥哥健康快来的成长,这比什么都来得重要。知道吗?妈妈用了4支验孕棒才确定了你的到来。可奇怪的是,妈妈很早就感觉你已经在妈妈的身体里了,只是当时你太小,还没能给我验出来呢!<br />
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你和哥哥一样,都会是天秤座的孩子。妈妈希望你会是个勇敢,坚强,快乐的孩子。晚安,宝贝。<br />
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害怕失去而紧紧把我拥入怀中的你</div>
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而今</div>
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相处间的沉默</div>
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安静又美好</div>
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是的</div>
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责任让人透不过气</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-82682894110858232932014-01-22T09:56:00.002+08:002014-01-22T09:56:37.954+08:00儿时癖好和姑姑的孩子们聊起儿时睡觉前的小习惯,大家都有些很特别的动作,势必要做了才能入睡。有的是要来回搓着小枕头,有的是嗅着千年都不甘愿清洗的被,还有就是像老公那样的拿着被,貌似和尚念经一样的搓着珠子一样的搓着自己的那张特有异味的被。<script type="text/javascript">
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我呢?真的想不起我有什么特殊的睡前方式。</div>
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想了许久,或许只有这一个场景是一直都烙在脑海不能忘却的,就是会搂着婆婆的手臂直到自己沉沉睡着。</div>
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从前,真叫人回味。</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-11194225646184574462013-12-14T05:10:00.001+08:002013-12-14T05:10:33.327+08:00残忍我的直觉是对的。<script type="text/javascript">
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2013年的12月,我过得不好。心被撕裂,淌血,一息尚存,离死亡不远。</div>
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煎熬。</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02329279525776718320noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32056157.post-63160876651585276762013-11-30T02:02:00.001+08:002013-11-30T02:02:11.487+08:00在爱中成长的花蕊最近和爸妈的育儿理念起了冲突。许多童年时的记忆就断断续续地从脑袋里跑了出来,纠结。<br />
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我记得很小的时候在宝宝栏里因为小手抓不稳扑满而摔裂在地上,换来妈妈狠狠瞪住的眼神;幼儿园时期妈妈在后院用水管子追着我打,过后被邻居问我而羞愧得不知该如何回答;下雨的那个夜晚我很害怕,想和爸妈一起睡,却在房门外哭了很久直到门打开了,我还是没能和爸妈同床,睡在地板上;小学时期很勤劳的把家里的玻璃橱窗抹得一尘不染,只希望换得爸妈的一句讚赏;零用钱要乞讨才得来,而且是被妈妈用丢的丢在床上;在爸妈打架之后的那个夜晚,爸爸坐在我的身旁问我要跟爸爸还是妈妈。<br />
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原来,内心深处的我是多么渴望父母的拥抱,赞美,关爱,可是童年的这些小故事一直缠绕着我,直到现在回想起都会隐隐作疼。<br />
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现在有了自己的孩子,我多么渴望天天都给予他无尽的爱,赞美,鼓励,支持和拥抱,去填补我那渴望得到爱,却又得不到爱的童年。<br />
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从小学,中学到大学,一直很努力地做好自己,得了什么奖,当选了什么职位都希望得到父母的一句赞美与认同。可是往往得到的是冷冷的回应,没有回应。一个没有感受到被爱的孩子,却一直奢望着父母的爱,多么可悲。长大后不停的恋爱,不停地受伤害,在感情路上跌跌撞撞,或多或少是受到童年的际遇所影响。<br />
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所以我不会像你们,也不要像你们,因为我不希望我的孩子像我一样,不快乐却努力的快乐。我不会延用你们教育的方式去对待我的孩子,所以你们也别期望我会用藤鞭,或是大声地斥责,我不会也不要,因为从小到大都在吵架中长大,我实在讨厌那种没有宁静的片刻。我有我的方式,并不代表我会溺爱这个孩子。<br />
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我只是不想他成为第二个我,一个没有在爱中长大,只能在夜里舔舐伤口的可怜虫。<br />
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很像很近,可是怎么我却走不进你心里?</div>
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每每看着你抽烟,内心有多纠结。知否?<br />
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远距离看你,我喝着久违的latte,享受这难得的宁静。你曾经无数次地问过我,为何会选择你?<br />
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真的,没有一丝后悔。<br />
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很多的画面会不时浮现在脑海,挥之不去的。想起一开房门,便看见你赤着胳膊努力地在给墙壁添上新颜色,就因为我的一句话;在无数个深夜里搂着我,互诉心事与未来;深夜里捧着一大束花,轻声在耳际对我说情人节快乐;远赴澳洲,在深夜里读着你用心写下的一字一句,温暖我的心;经过店铺随口一句:择日不如撞日,进去选个婚戒吧!很多很多,这些回忆都一直温热着自己,暖暖的。<br />
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当然,彼此也有刺伤对方的时候。不是刻意不提,只想不断地提醒自己,那些刺伤彼此的回忆让我们更加了解与体谅对方。谁的婚姻不曾需要修补,完好无缺?我仍然相信美好的婚姻是让两个人经过相处,了解,从而相互学习,进而变成一个更完善的人。<br />
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人生啊~老天安排我们相遇,必定有其道理。不容易,但是过程会滋养我们,成就更好的自己。<br />
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开始了potty training的第五天,可真累死你娘我了!今天可说是破纪录,一整天都忙着拖地板。你还赐我黄金撒满地,一开房门我只差没晕了过去。</div>
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屏息。还不是要我收拾残局嘛,有啥好气?气也没用。</div>
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像噩梦般缠绕着我。<br />
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